Several of my good friends plan to go to one of the gangís house for a get-together one day next week, and theyíre all very upset with me because I donít want to go. Itís a three hour drive from me to where theyíre gathering Ė almost as much for one or two of the others, I might add. And I just simply have things Iíd rather be doing at home. Iíve been reading you for awhile, but I couldnít remember something quite like this coming up before. The friend who lives so far, sometimes does make that drive to come out here, and the others say itís only fair that we drive out to her from time to time. How do I balance doing what I want with doing what other people think I should?
Too Old For This
You nailed the problem several times in your note. Especially in your signature. Your friends are acting like theyíre still in grade school. But the conflict here is in closing line: How do you balance doing what you want with doing what other people expect of you, think is right for you, tell you you ďshouldĒ be doing?
The answer to that is, you donít. You should never try to strike a balance between doing whatís best for you and anything else. Trying to please other people never works out, because there are too many of them, and because what they want from you keeps on changing. You could honestly never do enough to make another person happy, because that person canít be happy until she learns that her happiness is her own job.
Basically, youíre being told to behave in the way they want you to, so that they can feel better. But you need to think about the way you feel. And they need to manage their own lives. They can have a perfectly good time with you or without you. Itís a healthy lesson for them to learn, and you too. Try applying it to all of your relationships. You donít need me to do anything for you to be happy, and I donít need you to do anything for me to be happy. Iíve got that covered all by myself.